dear diary,

dear diary,

Monday, October 17, 2011

SOMEDAY

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't

I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well i've got news for you
I know i'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long


Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and i'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

Saturday, June 18, 2011

conscience

sorry for what I've done to you..can you forgive me??
for you i'ts over but for me i'ts not over
I still love you but you????
all our memories happiness and loneliness
tears,smile,cry,laugh please come back!!
I MISS YOU A LOT ♥
as I've said i'ts not over..for me "PAST is PAST"
if you're dissapointed sorry
I've cried for you, I've laughed for you, I've changed just for you
now I'm alone just because of you, now I'm alone without you
if I die today? what will you do? come after? or just pretend not affected?
I love you after you love me
I wish I'm a grass, so I can cut my self
you're important to me
I don't know if I'll be okay
you traded everything just for me..I never realize that
I love you I hate you
my only wish for now to be with you ♥
you're not here..I'm alone waiting for you to come back!
I know you can tell I ♥ YOU, I know you can feel it too
but please don't leave me here because you know I love you♥(˘̩̩̩⌣˘̩ƪ)

Friday, June 10, 2011

I lost you ♥

tersenyumlah saat kau mengingatku
karna saat itu aku sangat merindukanmu 
dan menangislah saat kau merindukanku
karna saat itu aku tak berada disampingmu
tetapi pejamkanlah mata indahmu itu
karna saat itu aku akan terasa ada didekatmu
karna aku telah berada dihatimu untuk selamanya
tak ada yang tersisa lagi untukku 
selain kenangan-kenangan yang indah bersamamu
mata indah yang dengannya aku biasa lihat betapa indahnya cinta 
mata indah yang dahulu adalah milikku
kini semua terasa jauh meninggalkanku
kehidupan terasa kosong tanpa keindahanmu
hati, cinta, dan rinduku adalah milikmu 
cintamu takkan pernah membebaskanku
bagaimana mungkin aku terbang mencari cinta yang lain 
saat sayap-sayap telah patah karnamu
cintamu akan tetap tinggal bersamamu hingga akhir hayatku
dan setelah kematian hingga tangan tuhan akan menyatukan kita lagi
betapapun terlihat pada sosok terang dekegelapan yang tengah menyinarkan sinar redupku namun tak dapat menyinari dan menghangatkan persaanku yang sesungguhnya 
aku tak pernah bisa menemukan cinta yang lain selain cintamu 
karna mereka tak tertandingi oleh sosok dirimu dalam jiwaku 
kau takkan pernah terganti 
bagai pecahan logam mengekalkan kesunyian, kesendirian, dan kepedihaku 
kini aku telah kehilanganmu

Thursday, May 5, 2011

♥yesterday

Happy 1year relationship friendship..make it real and I don't know what will I do........

Thursday, April 21, 2011

speakness

there are so many things you dont know about me,but i'm certainly hoping you know one thing, ♥♥♥ how much Ilove you ♥♥♥